People tend to come to me for advice or for words or wisdom , and sometimes depending on how I’m feeling or what type of mood I’m in I can usually deliver.. Always have something to say or a point of view on a situation. Always have an answer.. Many people don’t see that side of me, only a selected few. I’m still wondering who I can run to…
As a kids I was so free & fearless. Nothing was going stop me. I was so much of myself ..take it or take it. There wasn’t a choice at all. The older I got and as I started to witness things… and go through things, having no choice in it all. Changed me. When you start having to deal with things like that you have no control over it really does take away your innocents to a degree.. your purity.
I spent SO many years just feeling hateful and bitter.. because I felt like I was robbed. I was a teenager I wasn’t living life as a teen. I was too busy stressing, suffering, and carrying loads. But I had to pray and ask god to release me from that bondage . I felt & also knew I couldn’t continue to carry on the way I was. It was just damaging me as a person. I didn’t want to spend the REST of my life like that. I’m older now and I have more control over me. I wasn’t going to let my past take over my future. It took a minute. But I’m so glad I took a stand for my life when I did. Now I’m a stronger person. I don’t regret ANYTHING from my past because it made me who I am today. Even if people don’t see me in depth or not. I know.. & that’s all that matters.
